6. Initiation Into the Brotherhood of Rangers
Remember 6 of 9
(Remember is a novella following Maria. It is the second segmens of a larger collection/novel called Milestone Road. If you interested in more of Henry Coffin’s Nantucket, the stories begin with The Boat at the End of Lover’s Lane.)
Before school, young Tommy Kelly was outside. He smelled Jack. The sweet marijuana smell came from the field house next to the football field. The smoke hung low to the ground in the September air, like a low-level fog.
He rounded the corner and there were ten of them waiting. They were all older than he was, all faced Jack and Billy, all wearing the Ranger shirts, and all had fallen silent as they eyed him.
Jack inhaled.
“Tommy was there with us.” They looked at him, now, with a difference.
“Boy’s been blooded.” Billy took the joint from his friend and inhaled, then he handed it over to young Tommy. He accepted the gift and sucked it. The other boys regarded him. “Show them the pictures.”
Tommy took out his phone and handed it over. The boys huddled over its screen and snickered. Tommy felt the weed work through him; his fingertips tingled.
Then a bell rang in the distance. They all ground their smokes into the grass, then trudged up to the school.
When Tommy settled into his first-period class and took out his history book, he realized how stoned he was. And he realized he no longer had his phone.
“Fuck me.”
Maria was looking at her phone.
Elaine was driving her to school. Maria had wanted, desired, hungered for a day in bed. But that would raise questions. So she shaved her legs, put on a dress, found the appropriate shoes, and had French toast for breakfast. Her mother was surprised.
Now, her body wanted to throw it all up.
“What does it say?”
“‘Let’s meet in first period. At the field house.’”
“Who?”
“Well, it is from Julian’s phone.”
“Fuck.”
“I said that.”
Elaine is a good friend. She would ride or die. That choice could be on the horizon.
“Oh, good. There are two of you.”
“Either one of us could kick your ass.”
“I don’t think you want to do that, little lady.”
Jack was shorter than the two of them. He had short and greasy hair, a Nantucket Rangers blue t-shirt with a five-pointed white star, jeans, and Dunham work boots. His best friend, Billy Trotter, stood behind him. Billy had spent the summer getting ready to fight in a Golden Gloves match. He wore similar clothes; the football team had won their Saturday game by forty, and they got to wear their swag on Monday. With a broken thumb, Billy didn’t play. Elvis had taken his spot.
“What do you want?”
“I thought it would be a good time for us to consider our future.”
“We don’t have a future.”
“Yes, we do.”
“Fuck you. Where’s Julian?”
“Who’s he?”
“How did you get his phone?”
“We don’t have his phone.”
“How did you text me on it?”
Billy crossed his arms. He wore a soft cast on his right hand. “Was he your lover in the surf? Was he the one that broke my thumb?”
“Glad you remembered.”
“Remember.” Jack smirked. “We remember.”
Billy continued. “I never learned his name. We found this phone on the Milestone Road.”
Maria stared at him.
“He must have dropped it.”
“He may have had an accident.”
“Or he just dropped it as he was speeding.”
“We just found it.”
“Fuck the two of you. I’m telling the cops.”
“You could do that, or you could come inside and help us out.”
“On my knees?”
“Well, however.”
“Fuck you.”
“I am surprised that you don’t remember.” Jack smirked again.
Maria spiked with rage.
“Go fuck yourselves.”
“I think she remembers.” Billy said.
“I don’t think so.” His friend answered.
Elaine remained silent.
“We could show her a picture.” Billy offered.
“Sure.”
Jack opened up a phone and showed Maria a picture of her ass with the word written across the top.
Maria felt herself go white.
“Now, we can go inside and straighten things out…” Jack suggested. “Or we could let the Instagram do its worst.”
Maria used her whole body to slap him. Elaine laughed.
Jack turned with the hit, then looked back.
“She’s feisty. I like the ones who fight.”
Then Maria threw up on the ground. Elaine quickly touched her back.
Both boys laughed.
Milestone 2: Remember
Chapter Three: Nothing Happened!!
Chapter Four: Jane Doe Will Remember
Chapter Five: Nothing Good Comes Home at Two in theMorning.
Chapter Six Initiation in the the Brotherhood of Rangers:
Chapter Seven: Great Expectations
Chapter Nine: Lost in the Harbor
Some of my writing…
Barr’s For Life: A substack of essays and claptrap
The Boat at the End of Lover’s Lane
(NEW) The Girl Who Ran the Polpis Road
The Inn on Brant Point (Novella)
Her Lover on Monomoy Road. (Novella)
Her Father Came Home to Deacon’s Way (Novella)
Winter: A Collection of Island Living Essays set between January and April 1.
Autumn: Essays about Nantucket in Autumn.
Holidays: Essays about the holidays in November and September
The Boys: A collection of essays about my two sons, written as they grew.
Rolling in the Surf: Essays on Teaching.
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At one point, in various re-writes, I decided that I was putting Maria through too much hell. At this point, she's pregnant, the father is missing, and ...she is asked to remember. It gives her the strength to hit people, however.